dear god, do i deserve guys who cheat,lie n "touch" gals in a way they are not suppose to?? i mean i dun really lie, im faithful, im truthful as well, i aint a control bitch, i look good (i reckon lots of guys are eyein on me since i look good in any angles ;p) i mean overall im a furkin good gf. so tell me now, are u bein fair? to send such a guy n make me fall in love wit him? but right now i think i do deserve so much better!! my heart breaks too many times n i cant mend it bac no more. feelings are strange things. endless lies,loads of excuses,foc-i love u,never wanna lose me(cos i noe im a good catch!) wad else? i had enough. period. called me dumb for bein DUMB lik duh. i think i woke up. no more dreamin tat he changed o abt settling dn. the only hardest thing to let go, her.
i've decided to go to las vegas wit my mom n her fren(plus her family!) end of this yr if i hav enough annual leaves. brissy,soon alright? im gonna travel n enjoy when i can. i love myself. now tats called true love.
