i think i overspent. but its all worth it. jus for him (=
unDieS feTisHist @|11:13:00 pm|
half broken tooth.. so upsetting. lol. yet amused everyone.
"Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you "
missing u my sugapie. u brighten my eveyday. im glad.
unDieS feTisHist @|12:08:00 pm|
Thursday, May 03, 2007
my days at work jus breeze thru without any effort. greattttttt. =D i realised that im the sort of person who is damn furkin lazy when i feelin lazy (even abt my own wellbeing) BUT when i decided to get my arse dn to do things. i did it without thinkin. MUCH. good?yes? i've done it once again.yester. this time im so damn sure tat if i drag til today, i wont hav the guts tat i had yester, to do it. yeah so,im so determined abt it tat i've become so desperated that i went to other shop when dor's fren shop was closed.haha. my thats. desporado.
as usual. now im jus wastin my time away at work. dun envy me. bcos this is so damn short-lived.-growls. im movin to another site soon. wit a irritant plus there no wireless to tap over there. well,still im gonna try my luck.(im a good luck gal (= ) yeah lik in a couple of days time. was so down when i heard abt it yester. for that few secs.lol.
slapped my own hands for spendin so much of my own dough. i dun even noe how i managed to spend till lik tat. i better b good gal fro now on. go bac hm for dinner (dinners always on my mom if i com hm to eat which i seldom do tat at all!) erm mayb jus boycott orchard lol. anywhere temptin. clubbin too..AVOID!! haha. mayb jus hang out at turtle's place will be a good idea.(her mom cooks superb dinner!i loveit.)
for my baby's mom: my baby's mom is so upset abt us not eatin at hm tat day (she cooked but i didn noe )= ) sorry aunty! i love yr cookin too =D dun get upset ok? i will eat when i com over.. neve get to say hi to u tat day. miss u.lol.
i miss my another baby!!!!haven seen her for almost comin 2 weeks in time.-sulkkkkkkkk. but jus pray hard that im get to see her this sunday.
went to sahara wit dor. last day of april. both of us were so wasted!! by the time we finished,jus right on the dot to go dn to meet him.my baby. without him,i guessed i would have jus ly dn somewhere dn the road from my place.lol. i took care of dor,he took care of me. thanks baby.muah. well spent time today wit him.not. we spent the day sleepin over at his place!!! lol. piggies us.
im feeling so damn hungry now. mayb cos i jus shitted. i need to grab some bites now.
wish everything will jus goes as planned. my life. i feel the lack of excitement,the lack of enjoyment,the lack of communications btw humans. well the only enjoyment/excitement i've is him. i mean im content wit this. but jus feel lik my life seem to b lack of somethin. think back of my wasted yet happy life in aussie. lay bac yet satisfied. is it bcos of the people?(well,jus cant stand majority of the people in singapore!) o that i was enjoyin to the fullest when i was there bcos im not workin(now im.) 1/4 of the puzzle. the rest...still figuring.
right now im slacking in the office. i miss my not-working days. lol.
i wish to shop n shop whole day. i wish that all the things in shoppin malls are FREE!! i wish my hair is long enough for me to do somethin to it. i wish that i've a magic wand so i can do wadever i like. i wish there tim tam drink right now!-heaven. i wish i can go on a long holiday wit him NOW i wish i wish....haha..
shoppin allows me to de-stress myself. seeing him makes my heart beats faster n my face to blush lol..well still do. (=
i wanna turn on the musik.loud.then i start to dance lik i used to. anyone miss my electrocuted-dance? i guess the bottom line is.. i miss myself.
today: a sunday. usually on a sunday,i will spend time wit my 2 babies. but not today. both of us hav to work. missin them so much.
today i have seem to sort quite afew things out. abt my wellbeing. from toes to top!lol. hmmm.. miss my smoky eyes. miss my funky dressin. suddenly i feel so old thinking abt all these.o am i? first thing first,my hair!!!! i need to giv it some colors n wait for it to grow -growls,sulking at the thout of it. im gonna start my routine back! -my weekly face mask -my every other 2 days body scrub -my colorful nails every now n then -waxing monthly(didn go last mth but im goin this week!) -threading every mth -well jus look good o say gorgeous lol.
i miss out on the best thing-dummy for learning how to drive. no regrets.yet. i jus wanna sit beside the driver,can i?
