I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three. Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago, Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together. Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever. But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through; I don't know how long I'll be. But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see. And between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you. Love, me.
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away, In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray. I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years; But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through; I don't know how long I'll be. But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see. And between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you. Love, me. Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you. Love, me.
this is the only song that makes my heart skips a beat, makes me tears still, makes me feel loved, all the memories tat are buried within.. i miss singing this song, i miss being sing to.
i would love to explain this song to my baby (= i miss him so madly now. charcoal kenbo.
unDieS feTisHist @|3:57:00 pm|
Saturday, August 20, 2005
watched the skeleton key on thurs. jus me and lilac. both scaredy cats. so funy. a pretty twisted movie. not bad. evil,lilac said to her bf. when her bf wans her to go wit him again. sorta freaks me out still. hehs.im lousy.
waxing on fri. lilac came along. her first time. so fun to hear her after experience. my baby said im so bad, always make fun of people. i noe im so - not!
my sexy has a bball tournament later. all da best, he surely will win this rd, i wan the trophy u noe! hehs.
imu baby. ilu baby. hmmmm,more today!
unDieS feTisHist @|12:16:00 pm|
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
You could buy me diamonds You could buy me pearls Take me on a cruise around the world Baby you know I'm worth it Dinner lit by candles Run my bubble bath Make love tenderly to last a lifetime Baby you know I'm worth it Wanna please, wanna keep, wanna treat, your woman right Now just don't, better show that she know she is worth your time You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth 'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her A real woman knows a real man always comes first A real man just can't deny a woman's worth Mmmmhmmmm... Hold up 'Cause if you treat me fairly I'll give you all my goods Treat you like a real woman should Baby I know you're worth it If you never play me promise not to blow off I'll hold you down when shit gets rough 'Cause baby I know you're worth it She walks the mile, makes you smile, all the while being true Dont take for granted the passion she has for you You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth 'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her A real woman knows a real man always comes first A real man just can't deny a woman's worth No need to read between the lines, spelled out for you Just hear this song cause you can't go wrong with your values A woman, woman, woman, woman's worth 'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her A real woman knows a real man always comes first A real man just can't deny a woman's worth Mmmmhmmmm... unDieS feTisHist @|8:52:00 pm|
tomolo is ekka day. holiday. and a long weekend for me hehs.
passion. tats wad makes me confused all these while. fear of losin passion for each other. i think i started feelin it. so.... i would disappear one day, i think...
she said, "do it until u stop having fun. when the fun is over, its over. you can only work so hard. if for some reason its over, why would u spend 5 years of yr life trying to make it work, when u can spend those 5 yrs being friends and find someone else." im gonna watch her movie skeleton key on thurs, i love her cool and overall. she is kate hudson. simply nodding my head when i read the advise she gave to single women. or says women. question now is, am i stil havin the fun? i dunnoe...
i wan to hold u close to me, sweet talk u, kiss u, touch u, hug u, tease u, and of cos love u.. wont u do the same things bac baby? or something more? remember passion never dies. unDieS feTisHist @|7:07:00 pm|
Monday, August 15, 2005
moodswings. again. i feel so mixed up again. i think im crazy. can anyone send a doc to me pls?
yuna has been so into imaging doin nasty things to john and wendy. she started again today. abt bungee this time rd. cos john was tokin abt bungee jumpin today.
first option: to tie john wit bungee cord, make the length of the cord longer than it supposed to, and he wil die once he jump.(mine idea)
sec option: bungee into the sea, wit sharks ard him, tie an heavy object wit him as well, so tat he has no chance to get to the surface of the sea.
third option: bungee fro the mountain, push him dn bfore even countin 1,2,3. after bungee, hang him there for 5 days, said yuna. and she made me laugh til i feel pain on the sides. and and, "wendy as well" is added after behind once again (=
overall, i sorta planned my week.this week. im so sure abt catchin skeleton key pls. but im fear of not gettin sleep after catchin it, erm u noe wad i mean right?sheeshh..
lotsa things running thru my mind now and also when im in shower. bathrm is my sec hm hehs. im still confused. erm, i also dunnoe wad. blah!
