before i start tokin abt my day, today was freakin cold. i can feel tat the cold air sorta eat into my skin, get wad i mean?! yeah,it was rainin in da afternoon.
met up wit yuna in da city today. korean lunch,yummy! asked yuna wads she wans for her bdae, she said no, but i insisted. so went ard lookin, didn find anythin, out of sudden, she asked me somethin abt the earrings used for piercing, then i realised she only hav one ear pierced. so i decided to bring her to piercing shop and pay for her piercin as a pressie! at the v last min, she backed out. lol. i tried to convince her!lol. said it wil be nice to hav a nice piercin on her bdae, then she replied me, "i dun wan to feel pain on my bdae! -_-" so we hav the thumb-thumb promise that she wil do it next week! on da way bac to sch to hand in the assignment, we were tokin abt magic,power etc. i wished that i can go anywhere i wan to,at anytime. lik mon to wed,i will be at brissy. thurs to sun,i will be in sg!lol. wont it be nice..haiz,so i can spend time wit my love ones.baby boy especially. wad she said after, made me laugh lik siao char bo! she wished that she has the invisible power, so tat she can go up to john bently and beat him up.. then paused for quite some time and she said "wendy as well.wahahaha" wendy used to be our law teacher,aka cunning bitch. i can see how much she hates them. so funy. went to find lilac. both of us were runnin for shelter, the way we run so cartoon la! furkin cold la, today really cannot tak it. luckily neve snow in brissy hehs. although i sorta hope tat it does. we ended up at cineplex 2 hrs beforehand. this is one of the times when u drink hot hot choco, the feelin is lik heaven! im serious, thanks to the hot choco, i feel so warm and loved wahahaa. lilac went off to sunnybank to get stuff for her fren. taniel met up wit us, we hav our bitchy gossip sessions as usual. wedding crashers is jus so hahahahahaha. yup,a pretty good movie i must say. next week, skeleton key!yeaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!
i bought another book. the bride stripped bare. im becomin a book freak soon. but i started to pick up my old habbit of readin. i mean its good isnt it?
i think im so into mood swings nowadays, tat im driving myself mad. fear of losin bein myself.
i miss him, but i cant reach out to him. stil 3 months plus more to go. im so not sure how we gonna survive. i wanna be a survivor. i do.
unDieS feTisHist @|8:48:00 pm|
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Baby boy, let's conceive an angel unDieS feTisHist @|8:40:00 pm|
i have not been cranky for ages. but this week seem such a long week, i feel so cranky, i have no mood to do anythin except my work, i sleep alot and feel so tired after i wake up, had many weird dreams,still having, sick cat since last noitz, after my nap, got craps fro greg and susan,they jus pieces of shit especially greg, the only good news this week is yuna and i have completed marketing plan today.
i feel so alone but somehow i lik this lonely feelin. really. my charcoal baby died the day bfore. i feel so sad, but i dun feel lik cryin, the pain i feel in my heart. hui buried him. he was a bdae gift fro hui. good boy but went for holidays twice by himself. made me cried twice. now he is gone forever, i dunnoe how to feel. someone tel me pls. see how much i hate this week. im gonna miss him forever. he must be wit my baby pipi now pipi was the one i love most, he is a chinchilla. he died before charcoal. now they must be together. god bless. miss them forever.
im crazy.
unDieS feTisHist @|6:56:00 pm|
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
national day makes me miss sg even more. i dun get to celebrate. boo! happy national day to me..
menses kill. i had a long disgusting irritating today. especially that bamboo's class. he yanked and yanked non stop about events he been or organised. once he tok,he cant stop. pissed me off. when one of my classmates said to him, sayin she felt lik we have been studying o copying the same shits all these weeks. then he started his story AGAIN why we hav to learn this and tat. thats after break.who wil listen,u tel me! he made us suffered wit his lame stories. i told ken,my classmate, almost all da times in class, how much he annoyed me, how much i hate him and how much i feel lik killing him. i said, "i wanna hire a killer to kill him but i dun wan to waste my money" to ken. then hmmmmm, he said, "yeah,hire a killer is a good idea!" "u pay,i hire?!"this is wad i said.hehs. i can carry on days and noitz abt how much i hate this teacher of mine. but then it wil make me indifferent to him if i tok non stop right, abt him tat is. after which we had to proceed to sport hall for site inspection for one of our events. went into the equipments storage room, another idea strucked me! this time i told yuna about it. "i feel like lockin john(tat bamboo) in this big storage room! and we have to tie him up,cover his mouth wit tape or stuff sock into his mouth so that he cant shout for help.hahaha." and yuna continued, "yeah tats a good idea!lock him in there for a month!" i'm laughed out loud for the first time today sayin, "u worse than me,i thout of lockin him up for 2 weeks,he would hav die by then,he so bloody skinny!" oh my oh my, how wicked we are? -_-" yeah,everyone hate him,ok,somes dislike him. but wad the hell, its the same right. told scotty abt it on our way bac to class, he said he wont mind doin it right then. see!showed me everyone is on my side. go to hell,jonh!
i've been a good gal, attending school, doin assignments, doin things i should do for the events, packing my stuff, cleaning my room, on and on...... full stop.
i dun feel good today. im so cranky. i feel like dying. from the stupid cramp. im nasty to my baby. he said im cold to him. so sorry baby. i felt better after consuming large amounts of choco. woah lao,so fattening la! sleep for many hrs, but my eyes are stil at the edge of closing now. i feel lik a pig!
i wanna celebrate national daaaay. now i noe that theres a singapore club of queensland or something lik tat. if only i noe where la! so i can see all singaporeans. i bet they r havin a whale of time celebrating somewhere around now. while im all alone at hm. singapura oh singapura sunny island set in da sea?!... blah.
unDieS feTisHist @|7:51:00 pm|
Monday, August 08, 2005
who wants romance? or says what's romance? everyone jus wan sex!
me - sorta disgusted by the fact.
gals becoming like guys.
this fact scared me totally.
im serious.
i mean,am i normal?
i mean,i dun wan na be like a man u noe. im not one.neve wil be.
ok now,how to trust guys?
and
if all men r bastards, will u rather find a hot one?
hoho. unless the fat ones arent.
if fat ones are not, will u stick to one? who treat u wit respect, who love u wholeheartedly?
that's set u thinking huh.
how to have sex like a man?
by having orgasm or mayb orgasms and leave after u had wad u wan.
lesson learnt: women get wad they wan,men arent happy abt it. cos they feel like women r taking over the bastard role. hmmmm.
yup,im watchin sex and da city now. im sooo gonna get the whole seasons. every single season. sit dn wit my one n only. watch it wit him. and hav fun (=
oh ya, i wan romance as well as sex. and i think i've both hehs. alright,leave the sex out for now. i miss him la. im in love.
unDieS feTisHist @|7:50:00 pm|
