"A cute guy can open your eyes. A smart guy can open your mind. Only a sweet guy can open your heart."
i met a guy who fits all. how lucky i am?lol. missing him now (=
unDieS feTisHist @|10:05:00 pm|
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
u never see the sadness behind my happy self. tears,heartaches filled me up on those lonely noitz. distance runs. our love should be as one. but yet little things keep us apart. emptiness,insecureness. thats how i feel at times. all i need fro u is assurance. that u are always here for me. that i'm always the special one. that u love me..only me.. that i'm part of yr life. fill me up with things i wanna noe or should noe. i dun wanna be the last to noe. im not there wit u. its hard. u noes that,dun u. 4 more mths. not long,u said. but yet i feel like its million and one yrs. at times, i might sound so unreasonable, lik a total bitch, but pls do understan that sometimes its jus beyond my control. im so upset when i noe u dun understan how i feel. when i feel sad, i feel noone's wit me at all. i will learn to understand yr needs, understand yr feelings, understand u as whole. fears. these 4 mths. wad could hav happen in these 4 mths? how long can we take this ride?this rough ride. any chance that either of us change? eyes on others? on and on the list goes. baby fill me up. all i wan to put thru to u is u are all i need. i dun wanna think abt how my life wil be without u. cos i wanna grow old wit u. i love u,only u. so r u willing to fill me up and make me whole again?
they said terrorist are aiming australia now. and that john howard hides at hm after his visit to iraq. john coward as a matter of fact. im scare.boo. everyone is paranoia. nah,they gonna blowup melb and sydney says u. u neve noe. they might giv brissy a little surprise visit?! cos securities might not be tight here. oh dear oh dear. yr fault mr coward!
im waiting for my baby to finish work. massage him. giv him a call to finish where we hav left off. kisses.
unDieS feTisHist @|7:48:00 pm|
Monday, August 01, 2005
had a nap for 2 hrs. still feelin so lethargic.
pissed off. with that bamboo teacher of mine. he made us come to sch in da mornin, and tel us tat he is so not feelin well. 4 hrs of freedom. watched monster in law. tat guy is SOOO cute.. gosh!his smile makes me go gaga. lol. the movie is pretty nice overall. i came to sch earlier than i supposed to. i reached at 8.30am, but the actual time is 9.00am. its my fault.lol. i lost my timetable tats y.
i wan to see my babyyyyyyyyy. lonely me!without him. pui pui pui! bloody shit,4 more mths to go. kill me plssssss. baby,iwantogrowoldwithu. i meant it. love u my sexy boy.
unDieS feTisHist @|7:54:00 pm|
