Amor, no es amor (if this aint love) Then what am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong) Amor, no es amor (if this aint love) Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?
Bittersweet Memories That is all I'm taking with me So good-bye Please don't cry We both know I'm not what you You need ..
dun leave the love behind; she has lost her love for now, heartache is not gonna stay forever but still.. its hurt.
unDieS feTisHist @|6:55:00 pm|
middle finger can do heaps of wonder. and not to left out, its an international language everyone noes. even little boys and girls.. one middle finger says hi to another. i reckon theres different meanings, i mean the magical finger. for some countries, some aint rude but a form of courtesy. i mean definitely there is few countries which thinks otherwise right, lol. yup,im so bored now. now u noe.
im tired to be wad i dun wish to be. im tired to repeat myself like im jus some kind of machine. i jus wanna be truly loved, aint hard. anyone? im sure there's is (=
unDieS feTisHist @|10:53:00 am|
Thursday, June 09, 2005
im wanna be loved by u jus like being dip in the pool of chocolate, oh yes, surrounded by the warm sensation feeling, sweetness that overpower any obstacles or barriers, tastes that leave me wanting more! yeah,thats love.
the above mentioned is for my baby, erm not a chocolate ad pls. hohoho.
thursday, friday, saturday, then tada im bac in sg on suday. bloody hell,still cant figure out how to pack my lugguage la. still stressing. blah,noone cares anyway.
i cant turn to the left, u noe the feelin lik asif u sprain yr neck, yup somethin lik tat. i reckon tats because i didn sleep well last night, or that my sleep position is so abnormal. jus hate it, i mean,tv is on the left side from where im sitting right now, and i hav to turn my body jus to watch tv, so retarded.
stomach growling like a monster. eeeww. scare me. tummy sending me the message that it is so hungry tat if i dun do somethin abt it, tummy will commit suicide. wad the. i made this up myself. lol.
baby,u are being missed, ok,still missing la. hoho. always,24/7.
unDieS feTisHist @|12:07:00 pm|
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
hav been craving for things.. these few days. jus lik a pregnant woman?! lol. jus hav the craving of heavenly choco fudge ice cream! cos of the ad..tat bloody gal is trying to tempt me! and she did it -_-" hehs hehs.
finally i got my arse dn to pack my luggage. dumped all my clothes which i reckon i need, and instantly,my luggage is packed wit jus clothes. damn! send someone to help me pls..godddd..
watched news last night, japo eats whale!! how sickening?! oh boy, to make things worse, its legal to eat whale. and the furkin little boy still hav the cheeks to say oishi! furk the oishi, u should see the color of the meat, so gross, they jus like china, eat everything tats move,hops,run, or simply anything tats alive!
been feeling so alien today abt going home. wadsup with me? i mean i have been so damn excited abt going home, why am i so dread abt it now?!
i went to city today to change a top which i've bought the day before, bought my lunch,kutsudon,yummy. went back home, tried my top on,sorta loose still but hell with it lah. too lazy to change again,lol.
i reckon this entry is long enough, jus wanna make it longer by saying that i vacuum-ed my room and lounge. and tat i took a nap after tat. sing songs,yup sing out loud. i do believe tat neighbours love my voice, bcos noone come knocking on my door or send me warning letter etc. haha. yeah,watching the oc now. yup,tats abt it.
oh yeah,baby, i noe u having a bad day, starting yr day with rashes! but no no. no scratching ok, u noe wads the punishment, something which u hate the most but i love quite alot.hehs. be good and see u on sun ok. love u heaps.mwaaaa...
unDieS feTisHist @|5:59:00 pm|
