Sunday, February 27, 2005
oooohhhhhhh.
feelin so unwell.
i'm feelin so terrible.
now.
i went to this ball at dream world.
called desperate and dateless dinner (wad a name!)
nonono.
i'm not desperate,neither am i dateless.
oh well,i promised susan tat i'll go wit her.
me and my stupid promise!
my baby is so understandin,phew.
he is cool wit me goin.
of course no this and no tat.
if u noe wad i mean (=
seriously,i get to see all types of people.
u name it,i seen it.
haha.
young,old,cute,ugly,slim,sexy,fat,funy,disgustin,lessy and gay.
and the dress code is tie and suit dinner.
which means formal.
oh well,people jus dont get it,or do they?
theres people who wear suit and tie wit cowboy hat!lik wad the.
there are gals who wear lik as if they are brides or fro the past.
those puffy shoulder type of grown?
aiyo.haha
all rides are opened til 10.
the best part is to dress up so fancy and play the rides.
got forced to play one scary ride.
i was so chicken out even at the last min,
but cant back out.
my legs were lik wobbly jelly when i got off the ride.
my baby said i'm lousy -_-"
haha,image me tryin to walk properly wit heels on.
seriously i hate wearin heels but i love heels.
contradictin.
after a couple of hrs passed.
u can see some of the dateless guys and gals gettin together.
and most of them were pissed.
free flow of alcohol.
i think tats how it works.
people got pissed thus become more darin.
after tat,get a date and off they go.screwin each other.
really,wherever i go,theres people kissin.
theres a guy who walked past us shouted,"i'm still dateless"
wahahaha,funy.
live perfomances.
black betty is the best!
now not only hav the phobia of crowded crowd,
i hav the phobia of steppin on plastic cups wherever i go.
nearly tripped and fell fro it.eeewww.
the highlight of the night:
ryan fro big brother!
haha.
my baby asked me,
where is my kenbo?
haha,cos i teased him wit ryan and all.
they are jus people who i lik fro tv darlin.
hee,so in love wit my silly boy!
smuack,my only baby ok.
unDieS feTisHist @|3:34:00 pm|
Friday, February 25, 2005
seeing two men in a fight is quite an entertainment for me.
daniel or mark?
mark or daniel?
my answer is MARK!
oh well,mark like her jus the way she is.
and most imptly,he didn cheat on her.
not lik they are together.
but tat daniel!!!!
while he is wit her,he has an affair wit another gal.
no no,a big no for me!
and now he's tryin to go bac to her?
dun be stupid,choose mark!
erm,btw i'm watchin bridget jones diary now
i like her bcos she is a soft but yet firm type of gal.
pick herself up after a broken relationship.
after which she lead a happy life being a single!
speaks out her mind when theres a need.
thats so me.haha.
not the dumb side tat is (=
or mayb tat as well.
i'm bored.
unDieS feTisHist @|8:03:00 pm|
i wan dirtydancin vcd!
i wan i wan i wan!!!!
no matter wad,i'll try to get hold of it.
i hav one vcd which is Wickerpark.
my baby noes i'm in love wit tat movie so he bought it for me.
sweet sweet!
another fren of mine praised me.
he said my new hairdo makes me look prettier.
well,shea,thanks for the hairdo.
its worth the money.
she is my hairstylist,
sweet..
player checkers wit my baby.
i noe i'm gonna lose.
shit.
haha.
oh well,its jus a game.
i love him still.hee
very very much! (=
unDieS feTisHist @|3:49:00 pm|
Thursday, February 24, 2005
*WHEN I'M ONLY 5 YRS OLD, U SAID I LOVE
U. I ASKED YOU: WHAT IS IT?
*WHEN I'M 15 YRS OLD, U SAID I LOVE U. I
BLUSHED... I LOOK DOWN AND SMILE...
*WHEN I'M 20 YRS OLD, U SAID I LOVE U. I
PUT MY HEAD ON YOUR SHOULDER AND
HOLD
YOUR HAND... AFRAID THAT U MIGHT
DISSAPEAR...
*WHEN I'M 25 YRS OLD, U SAID I LOVE U. I
PREPARE BREAKFAST AND SERVE IT IN
FRONT OF YOU, AND KISS YOUR FORHEAD
SAID:
U BETTER BE QUICK, U GONNA BE
LATE!
*WHEN I'M 30 YRS OLD, U SAID I LOVE U. I
SAID: IF U REALLY LOVE ME, PLEASE COME
BACK EARLY AFTER WORK.
*WHEN I'M 40 YRS OLD, U SAID I LOVE U. I'M
CLEANING THE DINING TABLE AND SAID:
OK DEAR, BUT IT'S TIME FOR U TO HELP
OUR
CHILD WITH HIS/HER REVISION...
*WHEN I'M 50 YRS OLD, U SAID I LOVE U.
I'M KNITTING AND I SMILE AT U :-D
*WHEN I'M 60 YRS OLD, U SAID I LOVE U. I
SMILE AT YOU :-)
*WHEN I'M 70 YRS OLD. U SAID I LOVE U.
WE SIT ON THE ROCK ING CHAIR
WITH OUR GLASSES ON. ENJOYING EACH OTHER COMPANY.
i wanna grow old wit u (=
she said my hairdo is nice.
well,heaps of people said the same thing la.
haha,i'm thick skin.
i've been feelin so tired.
like aint enough sleep but i think i hav enough of sleep everyday?
hav been feelin so cant be bother wit things today.
marketing is fun today.
time passes by when its thurs.
went to city wit taniel.
to send my darlin somethin thru post office.
can only wear tat boxer for me to see ok!
haha.
darlin,hope things goes well for us.
so tired of long distance relationship.
but i'll hold on.
hope u too.
i love u.
unDieS feTisHist @|7:11:00 pm|
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
i feelin so fatigue now.
everythin seems so wrong.
sadness filled the whole room.
wadever happened tonight,
makes my thouts ran wild.
abt
the past,the present and of cos my future.
seem lik i fallin again.
into the dark hole.
feelin depressed out of a sudden.
dor,i wil stand by u ok.
noe u must be feelin so sad right now.
well,this is life.
i'm feelin down too.
i dunnoe.
now lilac is tellin me abt her relationship wit her bf and her ex.
well,she must be feelin confused now.
but seriously i reckon tat she should stick wit the one now.
who love her more than she love him.
her ex is so not worth her time.
like makin her fall for him again and
hurt her again.
and wad is so unfair is tat her bf didn noe abt it.
and now her ex tried to turn the table and makes it lik her fault.
wad the furk.
i told her to forget abt her ex and
be good her bf.
oh well,think all good now.
she has given her ex up totally after tonight i guess.
i think tat she must be fair to edwin.
edwin did told her bfore tat if she wan to go back to her ex,
he allows her to do so.
this is wad i called love.
so i told lilac to cherish him.
yup her bf,edwin.
she called me little gal.
sometime,u need to fall into the trap for few times
bfore realisin tat its hurt.
i fell once or says few times for him,
and seriously i dun wan to get hurt again.
mayb wadever happened tonight makes me think bac,
the pain i used to feel.
so now,i'm feelin so depress.
afraid tat i will get hurt again.
i may seem strong but guessed somehow i'm not.
i do believe tat u can make me happy,my baby boy.
i noe tat u love me.
i will cherish u and love u.
i will be yr baby gal for as long as u wan me to.
unDieS feTisHist @|9:53:00 pm|
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
"True"
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
i fell in love,
wit this song jus lik love at first sight?!
the first time i heard this song,
i'm totally into it.
now now,
wad,i'm bitch again?
do me a favour,
think more for yrslf and for me.
i jus wan a normal happy relationship,
not a complicated one,
its not hard right?
i got hurt bfore,
so wad,i shouldn move on?
or says u?
u moved one,i moved on.
tats how we get together.
bfore puttin anyone else first,
put yrslf first.
if u are bein a villain by doin this,
then u noe wad?
i'm the biggest BITCH u ever met alright.
i'm a furkin harsh and rude arse,
when people dun seem to wake up.
am studyin now,
but nothin seem to get into my boilin brains.
unDieS feTisHist @|1:02:00 am|
