Saturday, December 25, 2004
merry christmas to myself (=
i'm havin a merry little peaceful christmas this yr.
am happy to b outta town at the last min.
town sux on christmas eve.
oh well,i'm sleepy.
crapppppy.
unDieS feTisHist @|3:07:00 am|
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
This is the last time
That I will say these words
I remember the first time
The first of many lies
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things they go away
But they never do
Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of
The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind
This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I'm out of this place
So tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
Say that some things never die
Well I tried and I tried
Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of
The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind
The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I know I don't mind
*Your a friend that a girl can ever have
you were there for me when i needed a shoulder to lean on
you were there when i needed a friend to talk to
you were there when i needed a favor
you were there when i had problems with boys
you were there!
i really want to thank you for all the things you did
for your more than a friend
your a sister to me and you were always there no matter what!!
amo dedicated this poem to me.
sweet right.
well,guys com and go sweetie,
but i'm always here ok. (=
chin up!!
and i'm serious when i said tat la haha.
u noe wad i mean.
my life revolved ard my own self.
unDieS feTisHist @|1:33:00 pm|
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
had a long day today!
was over at amo house in the noon.
woke turtle up.lol.one of my favo things.
funy la,uncle decided to drop us at the sembawang train station.
then amo persuaded him to go to yishun station.
then changed to yio chu kang station and
in the end,he dropped us at ang mo kio one.
i told him how abt drivin us there?lol.town.
was in the car wit turtle and i did somethin gugu.
theres this uncle ridin on a vespa next to us.
so when he looked at our direction,i gave him a thumb up.
and flashed him a wide smile.
turtle cannot tahan.haha.
went to town bcos amo has an appointment for haircut.
stoned at cine long john wit turtle.
then we walked ard the whole buildin lik retards.
even went into the entrance of the arcade.eeeeek.so many kids.
then hang ard at the ticket sellin booth.watchin the big screen.
tats how bored we are.
was in the music shop in cine and they played blue's songs.
then went over to HMV and they played blue's songs as well.eeeeewww ok!
orchard is really a borin place.suxsuxsux!
saw heaps of monk.outside phoenix hotel.
i not meanie ok,but i laughed.erm dunnoe why la.
went bac to turtle house and rested.
my godmom decided to tak us out for dinner.
so bfore we head dn to dinner,amo and i went to temple.
a chinese and indian temple.
pal came wit us too.
he gav turtle a surprise.sweet right.lol.
then i spent the rest of the night wit them at seletar reservoir.
enjoyed myself.
felt peaceful and stress free when i'm there.
oh well,jus happy spendin time wit them (=
was pissed off wit this pervert.
he msg me and called me,hello,i dunnoe u tat well right?
we only went out twice wit frens to sentosa lik ages ago.
and now i'm bac and u started yr nonsense.
somethin wrong wit yr brain cells?
i lied to u i hav a gf and told u not to disturb me.
and u asked me to change yr name to female name.
i cant be bother wit u,seriously.
but u stepped over my limits ok.
why did u stil pester me?
i told u i NOT free today cos i'm out wit frens.
then u asked me how abt weekend?!
i not meanie ok,i really dun mind being frens wit u.
but dun u think u are mentally unsound?u seem lik one.
dun blame me for bein nasty cos i had enough.
i'm scare of guys lik u,yes...
enough said.
felt better now.
was readin letters written by josh yester,
was overwhelmed by sadness.
i cried not bcos i missed him.
but i felt lik those letters and cards were written by another person.
i cant believe u changed totally.
but u did.
our memories had already faded.
u should noe why.
u didn change for the better but worse.
oh well,i cant do much can i?
i mean u hav yr life now and i hav mine.
i'm happy for things to turn out this way but am sad for u are no longer yrslf anymore.
had a tok wit turtle today.
she definitely makes me feel better.
thanks sweetie.smuack.
unDieS feTisHist @|10:41:00 pm|
Monday, December 20, 2004
HAPPY BDAE TO U
HAPPY BDAE TO U
HAPPY BDAE TO KENBO
HAPPY BDAE TO U!
hey,hav a wonderful day ahead ok,
20 yrs old...older by one...oh dear...lol
am glad tat i spent the first half an hr of yr bdae wit u haha...
enjoyed myself...
wadever things u wish for will definitely come true...
wear the badge to show everyone tat u are the boss today...lol
smuack,hav fun...
unDieS feTisHist @|1:30:00 am|
