Sunday, October 17, 2004
I don't touch you the way I used to
I don't call and write when im away
We don't make love as often as we did do
what couldn't wait now waits and usually goes away
But listen and think when I say it
Oh but listen and think when I say it
Who makes you feel the way that I make you feel
Who loves you and knows you the way I do
Who touches you and holds you quite like I do
Who makes you feel like I make you feel
I don't mind if you come home late
I don't ever ask you where you've been
I just assume there's a problem will you tell me
But listen and think when I say it
Oh but listen and think when I say it
Who makes you feel the way that I make you feel
Who loves you and knows you the way I do
Who touches you and holds you quite like I do
Who makes you feel like I make you feel
Who makes you feel like I make you feel
Who makes you feel like I make you feel
Being weak when I am strong
Being seen, who you are
Being sad and love's not alone
But listen and think when I say it
Oh but listen and think when I say it
Who makes you feel the way that I make you feel
Who loves you and knows you the way I do
Who touches you and holds you quite like I do
Who makes you feel like I make you feel
dido dido dido!!!
really hope to catch her concert when she is here (=
in nov...
oh damnnnnnnnnnnnnn...
nov is comin...lol
i dun wanna be 20
bcos this yr 20,next yr 21st then so on and on
and become old soon...
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
i dun wanna b an old woman so soon...
i'm feeling old now though i'm only 19...lol
silly me,alright alright,stop thinking!
how do u noe u trust someone?
or how do u noe when to trust the right person?
wad if u trust someone who break yr trust?
will u ever gonna trust anyone anymore?
i dunnoe,i dunnoe...
been here for more than 6 mths...
will i ever forget the taste of sg food?
i dunnoe,i dunnoe...
cos i lost the crave for sg food...
the feeling of "missing sg" started to fade...
its not bcos i luv being here...
i dunnoe,i dunnoe...
been having so so so many thouts out of a sudden...
like it has been rainin since sat...
always rain when i hav plans on my mind,suntanning *-_-
damn it...haha...
no lucks wit da sun i reckon...
wellwell,see wad i mean,i can jump fro one topic to another..
lik no connection...things tats been on my mind...
wad the...
betta stop now or i not sure wad craps i gonna write...
am watchin da aussie music award...nearly doze off haha...
tats how BORING...
gonna hit da sack soon...
unDieS feTisHist @|6:20:00 pm|
Saturday, October 16, 2004
i'm a happy contented gal today!!
went to da drive thru jus now..
to watch collateral and the terminal...
reminded me of the older days...
watchin movies in an open air place,
in car,with many cars parked next beside...
nice??
yes!
reminded me of how da couples in da older days went for movies and dating..
first date,first kiss,first huggies...
oooohhhhh...nice,isnt it?
if only singapore has it...
really,da atmosphere is so diff from watchin movies in cinema...
i really hope to go da drive thru with my date haha...
see,i love to dream..very...
tom cruise looks so sexy in da movie...
makes me wan him MORE!!
lol...
and seriously,he shouldn die in the end...
he should escape somehow...
well well,not how i expected to end hey...
and da terminal really cracks three of us up...
in da car,laughin lik no other business...
dor,greggy and i (=
and we blast da sound up to our likin...
greggy has to tune in to this station where they played oldies
and sound of da movie...
so we can blast up or make it softer...soft,softer,loud,louder!
how's tat??envy me??
dun be,cos i deserved it haha*wicked laugh
i haven been to a movie for ages ok...
afew months...without movies = without life lol..
i like the part where tom hank and catherine tok abt things in their lives..
tom:everyone has somethin to wait...
then i forget wad catherine said...
then this line is my favourite...
tom:i not waiting to get to new york city,but i'm waiting for u
something lik tat la...
i felt so understand when that part came along...
and and and...the part where they kissed (=
life is short,i reckon...
if i said i like u,will u tell it back to me...
if i said i wanna kiss u,will u kiss me bac...
if i said i wanna hug u,will u hug me bac...
if i said i will always be here for u,will u be here for me always
i tried,but....i dunnoe...
destiny,fate??
how do u noe when is destiny or fate...or wads they are
u dun!unless u created it...
if u like me,tell me
if u wanna kiss me,tell me
if u wanna hug me,tell me
u neve noe da answer,
never..
unless u tell me...
random thouts,never mind me (=
unDieS feTisHist @|11:28:00 pm|
jus read wad i wrote last noitz...
cant remember at all...
funy la me...
i think i gonna rest for a couple of week...
this means no clubbin for awhile... (=
a few more weeks of sch...
gabby(lesserdivine)asked me to go to his gigs when i'm bac...
erm,haha i dun really noe him actually...
he added me thru friendster,my fren's fren...
he is cute lol,and he play guitar in his band...
well well,he offered to teach me guitar...
"a piece of nut" he said...
he didn noe i'm a blur sotong *-.-"
hope he wont kill himself lol...
well,promised him tat i'm goin so must keep da promise,yes..
update soon,gonna go and hav my late lunch now
jus woke up an hr ago...lol...
update soon alright...
unDieS feTisHist @|1:21:00 pm|
was smashed!pissed..or says high..now tat is
had 4 shots jus now...
but had 3 cans of drinks at home
wow,da feelin is good...
went to da ex-change and embassy...in da city...
had a pie a moment ago...
guys guys guys...dodgy!
too packed and hardly hav any space to dance...
damn it!
noe wad?!some arsehole hit my bum!!
i was so angry,turned ard and all da guys were lik tokin to one another...
pretendin...yes!
i'm really v angry...
been a party animal for a month or so...
went to clubs lik every fri?!
didn really do tat when i'm in sg...
i'm sooooo gone!
comin bac soon!!
14th dec?!well well,not confirm yet...
gonna tak a shower and head to bed soon (=
unDieS feTisHist @|1:55:00 am|
Thursday, October 14, 2004
weekend is here!!
my weekend always start on thurs right afta sch...
cos i dun hav class on every fri...
so...haha...happy...
had a great tok with nicko yesterday...
conversation with him abt his pics and whether should i put in my friendster account..
me:can i put yr pic in my account?
nicko:no
nicko:yes...
me:erm,so is a yes or a no??
nicko:yes,but why?
me:for fun la...
then i thout abt it and said:
me:erm,com to think abt it,erm dun wan la...
nicko:put la...
me:so do u wan me to put or wad??
nicko:put
*-_-''
wad the?!haha...
first i wan to,then decided not to..
he was lik fro no to yes to PUT LA...haha
i'm really great to hav him wit me...
see,i hav proved to people who dun believe tat opposite gender can be great buddy...
hee...
he is more than buddy...he is my soulmate!
(((((=
here is da song "woman" tat nicko said
it reminded him of ME...
so he dedicate da song to me (=
here its goes
If I be so inclined to climb up beside you,
Would you tell me that the time just isnt right?
And if I should ever find the key you hide so well,
Will you tell me that I can spend the night?
Leavin your smell on my coat, leavin your taste on my shoulder.
I still fail to understand what it is about this woman.
If I could bottle up the chills that you give me
I would keep them in a jar next to my bed.
And If I should ever draw a picture of a woman
It is you that would come flowing from my pen
Leavin your clothes on the floor, Making me walk out the door
And I still fail to understand what it is about this woman.
Helplessly melting as I stand next to the sun.
As she burns me, I am screaming out for more
Drink every drop of liquid heat that I've become.
Pop me open, spill me out on to the floor.
Leavin your smell on my coat, leavin your taste on my shoulder,
I still fail to understand, fail to understand
Leavin your smell on my coat, leavin your taste on my shoulder.
I still fail to understand what it is about this woman.
hey kenbo,go join da yahoo messenger la...lol
lovelove for everyone i lubluvlove...
unDieS feTisHist @|3:29:00 pm|
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
am lazy...lazy me,me being lazy..
weather play a big part i reckon...
getting hotter and feel lik sleepin for 24 hrs everyday...
haha...
i'm so contradicting...
"i wan a bf but i dun wanna hav one?!"
tats wad i told my fren mel...
she was lik"i rather meet more new people than havin a bf"
lol...well,i jus need to hav someone there for me to snuggle up,dote on me,let me vent my anger on,listen to wad i hav to say and of cos love me la...
0.001% of chances to find someone who suit this category,yes?
haha,but i noe myself well...
i love to hav quiet day sometimes,wild noitz sometimes...
partying,staying at hm,doing nothin and oh shoppin!hehs...typical right...
BUT lik i said,
every gal is individual no matta wad,
they are all unique in one way or another...
yes no matta how any gals can b so alike with another...
theres always somethin abt each and every gal tats different...
this is MY theory...
as for guys,they are all da same...
no diff,haha...
mayb theres only one or two individual la...or says 1%??
the rest are categories as bastards,jerks,or wadever!
talkin to eggy now...
give me a fright when she told me
she accompany burgee to vet...bought CHARCOAL there...
he hardly move and always in da sleeping mood...
scare da hell outta me...
luckily he is fine (=
he is funy la,
so active when he see da vet...
must be da air condition tat keep him goin...
see,even my pet lik to live in luxury *-_-''
the doc said his teeth is too long lol tats y he cant really eat his food...
haiz,my poor babay...now feeling betta...
yes,hope nothin happen to him...
or i will cry lik hell...
miss him my charcoal (=
hey,if possible,try to use yahoo messenger yes?
cos lots of people hav been hacked thru msn...
i think i'm one of them...lol
well,yahoo messenger is so much fun!!
create yr own avatar,audibles and webcam,audio?!
i can go on and on abt it...
my yahoo addy is da same as hotmail...
jus change da @hotmail to @yahoo...easy?yes...
i reckon i hav lots of difficulties usin msn...
cos either way,i cant reach my frens or they cant reach me...
even though i'm online...sux right!lol
gonna tak a short nap now (=
unDieS feTisHist @|1:45:00 pm|
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing
unDieS feTisHist @|1:53:00 pm|
Monday, October 11, 2004
gone gone gone...
my musics,documents,pictures,many many more...
allllll gone!!!
i got some stupid virus...
some furkin arseholes hacked into my com...whitehater my foot ok!
well,jus restored my computer...
not very sad tho but jus not happy haha
had a very weird dream last noitz...
so real...
in my dream,
i knew this bung...
oh man,she is so good lookin,damn cool
and i sorta lik her and she like me too...
then we started to make out,lik as if we goin on...not goin into details..
then she message me tellin me to meet her at 12.45 after sch...
i dunnoe wad sch we went to,
then after sch,was in da canteen with turtle and zalikha...
suddenly josh appeared and i got up and walked away...
was lookin for that bung but cant find her at all..
*woke up ard 8 plus by a message fro sam... )= damn it...lol
then went bac to sleep,dreamt of sam taniel and mel...
somethin funy...but didn leave a deep impression lik da first one...
i'm still thinkin abt it,yes right now...
jus seem so real...
and i CANT believe i lik a gal in my dream...
ermm well,a gal who look lik guy la...lol
really feel lik i was goin on with her or somethin...
the feelin was so unexplainable...
somethin connect between us..
hey i not a lessy ok... (=
forget how she looks lik but really v gd lookin for a bung...
damn it,pardon me for goin on and on abt her...
dun mind dreamin of her again lol...
ok,i betta stop...
first day of sch...
was so bored ok!
he jus bored us to death...(tat teacher,not this is that,rubbishs)
tat christian!
he went to sunshine without me!!
he was lik"u didn call me zelle.."
"i was waitin for yr call"
*-_-'' he is so damn cute la...
i dun hav his number,how to call him...
he had mine,asked him to prank me so i wil hav his number but he neve does it...
well,jus not fair...
now he is tanned and bac fro holids...
mel went to cairns...
me??!!
in brisbane...
neve mind,my bdae comin...
*hint those who read this,ermmm pressies yes??haha
i'm so thick skin,i noe i noe...
gonna go bed now,really v tired...
unDieS feTisHist @|11:13:00 pm|
