Sunday, October 03, 2004
"Chocolate",kylie minogue
Fragile seams,
I opened up too quick and all my dreams,
Were walking out I'd slowly,Lost my fire,
With every single man a river cried,
I had no sensation, Completely numb,
left with no satisfaction,
I thought no-one could ever get me high again, I swear,
I was not looking, Oh, waited so long,
I thought the real thing was a fake,
I thought it was a tool to break me down,
You proved me wrong again,
If love were liquid it would drown me,
In a placeless place would find me,
In a heart shape come around me and then,
Melt me slowly down,
If love were human it would know me,
In a lost space come and show me,
Hold me and control me and then,
Melt me slowly down,
Like chocolate,
Tastes so good,
My heart's been mended who'd have thought it would,
An empty bet and still I won the cash,
A man who I love and who, Loves me back,
Oh, waited so long, For love to heal me so I'd feel it,
Thought it wasn't breathing then you came,
You proved me wrong again,
Like chocolate come here, Zoom in, catch the smile,
There's no doubt it's from you, A
nd I'm addicted to it now,
Just one look boy to melt me down,
Just one heart here to save me now,
Your candy kisses are sweet I know,
Hold me tight baby don't let go,
Just one look boy to melt me down,
Just one heart here to save me now,
Your candy kisses are sweet I know,
Hold me tight baby don't let go.
*chocolate addicted i'm(=
unDieS feTisHist @|11:09:00 am|
Saturday, October 02, 2004
jus woke up not long ago...
feeling sucky...not hangover,but really feelin sick...
drank lots of water once i wake up...
deleted the posts i blog last noitz,blogged when i came hm fro da club last noitz...
haha...was crapped!i read thru it and hope tat noone read it yet...
muee is here!da new pupp...
very nottie too haha...
jus lik tiger but think tiger is worse...
got a call fro taniel...
asked me wanna go out tonight...
clubbin?!
i was lik NOOOOO....
not again...
i dun think i can handle it...
if i go tonight...
someone leave me a message in friendster...
askin whether i wanna hav fling with him,with no strings attached... *-_-''
wtf!
i replied by sayin tat i not into havin flings with guys tats so far away...
haha...jus kiddin...
dunnoe wads is the "thing" tat fill up man's brain...
or seriously wonder do they use their balls below to think??
well,i dun noe and think i will neve ever noe
when wil they used their brain or
when they use their balls...
when they lie or
when they speak from their heart...
miss u*
unDieS feTisHist @|1:17:00 pm|
Friday, October 01, 2004
yesterday:
last day of school...
next week holids!happy (=
went to pub with sam,taniel and mel...
played pool...but seriously all of us sux at it...
sam shoot black ball in and we still carry on playin...
haha...
sit ard and chill out...
feelin vexed and started to wonder into my own world...
after that took cab bac hm...
tok to charcoal and sort out everything...
feelin better after tat,yes... (=
hey,i appreciate u ok...
haha...
today:
wake up early lik 11 in da morning...
went to city to shop!with dor...
goin out tonight!
yes,wit dor...
well,nothin much to blog for now...
muack...muack...
alright alright...stop my crappy (=
unDieS feTisHist @|2:03:00 pm|
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
had a so~so day today...
weather is not tat great anymore...
HOT in da noon and COLD at noitz...
wad the...
BUT...
ended sch early...yipee!haha
end at 3..
walked with helen to southbank and
we took the ferry cab fro there...
to north quay...
ok,for example southbank is lik ermmm boat quay...
theres river there yes?
so took ferry from boat quay to clark quay...
somethin like tat...
haha...i'm pretty bad at describin things...
this i noe...
and walked to city...
she meet her bf there and i hav to walk home fro there...
muachin on cereal now...without milk...
damn sweet haha...but i like it...
i didn hav dinner for very long time...
since two weeks ago...
yes,dietin now!a good chance to...
since i hav no appetite at all...
to u:
oh well,i think u hav yr own pros yes?
but dun wanna share with me...
i dunnoe...
but nvm,
i understan...
if u dun feel lik tokin to me then let it be ok (=
hope u feelin betta soon...
wanna lend my shoulder,u are most welcome to do so...
yes,i will be here for u...
realised one thing...
everyone has their own problems...
might not seem big to others,
but its the biggest to themselves...
i felt selfish somehow...
tryin to put my burden on u in one way or another...
when its seem lik u hav yrs as well...
yes,if only u are willin to share yrs with me as well...
seriously i dun mind (=
its for u charcoal...
not my hamstie haha...
do drop me a message if u willing to share,yes?
unDieS feTisHist @|5:52:00 pm|
The Secrets of Heaven and Hell
The old monk sat by the side of the road. With his eyes closed, his legs crossed and his hands folded in his lap, he sat. In deep meditation he sat.
Suddenly his zazen was interrupted by the harsh and demanding voice of a samurai warrior. "Old man! Teach me about heaven and hell!"
At first, as though he had not heard, there was no perceptible response from the monk. But gradually he began to open his eyes, the faintest hint of a smile playing around the corners of his mouth as the samurai stood there, waiting impatiently, growing more and more agitated with each passing second.
"You wish to know the secrets of heaven and hell?" replied the monk at last. "You who are so unkempt. You whose hands and feet are covered with dirt. You whose hair is uncombed, whose breath is foul, whose sword is all rusty and neglected. You who are ugly and whose mother dresses you funny. You would ask me of heaven and hell?"
The samurai uttered a vile curse. He drew his sword and raised it high over his head. His face turned to crimson, and the veins of his neck stood out in bold relief as he prepared to sever the monk's head from its shoulders.
"That is hell," said the old monk gently, just as the sword began its descent.
In that fraction of a second, the samurai was overcome with amazement, awe, compassion and love for this gentle being who had dared to risk his very life to give him such a teaching. He stopped his sword in mid-flight and his eyes filled with grateful tears.
"And that," said the monk, "is heaven."
unDieS feTisHist @|3:25:00 pm|
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
"It's Oh So Quiet"
it's. oh. so quiet
it'a oh. so still
you're all alone
and so peaceful until...
you fall in love
zing boom
the sky up above
zing boom
is caving in
wow bam
you've never been so nuts about a guy
you wanna laugh you wanna cry
you cross your heart and hope to die
'til it's over and then
it's nice and quiet
but soon again
starts another big riot
you blow a fuse
zing boom
the devil cuts loose
zing boom
so what's the use
wow bam
of falling in love
it's. oh. so quiet
it's. oh. so still
you're all alone
and so peaceful until...
you ring the bell
bim bam
you shout and you yell
hi ho ho
you broke the spell
gee. this is swell you almost have a fit
this guy is "gorge" and i got hit
there's no mistake this is it
'til it's over and then
it's nice and quiet
but soon again
starts another big riot
you blow a fuse
zing boom
the devil cuts loose
zing boomso what's the use
wow bam
of falling in love
the sky caves in
the devil cuts loose
you blow blow blow blow blow your fuse
when you've fallen in love
ssshhhhhh...
unDieS feTisHist @|9:07:00 pm|
tiger is soooo nottie today...
pee and poo ard,makin dor go nuts...
we are so bad...
tryin to wake her up when she is asleep...
hehs....
tried all means of way...
lik movin her fro one place to another...
disturb her,callin her,raisin her eyebrows...
still in vain...
haha...
feelin pretty lost somehow...
will feel betta tomolo...i'm sure...
cant wait for holids to com and relax under da sun and get burn...
waiting to com hm to my bed,to my frens,to my grandma!(oh i miss her dearly!)
and of cos my parents...
mom knew abt da ring and she said she cant wait to put it on (=
dad told her abt da price and she was lik tats so exy!
yr daughter luv u okay mom!lol
but not really into food anymore...
no appetite at all for da past week...
well,tats great in one way,yes?
can lose weight...hehs...
comin bac for spinelle cheesecakes tho haha...
and ngeeann food too...
sound weird but i do miss the sandwhiches in atrium...
*u think u noe but u hav no idea
unDieS feTisHist @|7:50:00 pm|
everythin seem to disappear slowly behind in da background...
its jus a feelin...
wads feelin?
edible?touch-able?
define feeling...
i wont forget ya in 10 yrs time,20 dn da road or even 50 yrs of age
might not wan to share everythin with me,well,tats fine wit me...
might be feelin dn or wanted to b left alone,
tats fine wit me...
might not feel lik tokin to me
tats fine wit me...
but wad bother me is
i feelin it, not u tellin me abt it...
am i so hard to approach?
or wad?
u always there for me,
i will be there for u as well...
yes...
well,be good to yourself...
enough said...
unDieS feTisHist @|5:35:00 pm|
Monday, September 27, 2004
miss my charcoal boy so much suddenly (=
wondered hui feed him well?
really hope to see him when i com bac hm...
my sweet little hamstie...(=
unDieS feTisHist @|11:06:00 pm|
tiger barks,
tiger run ard,no not runnin more like hoppin ard *so cuteeeeee
tiger is soooo naughty....pee and poo anywhere sometimes,
tiger is lovable,so bear-ish and e size of a palm,erm slightly bigger...
she is jus so adorable...
oh did i mention tat she is a dog?
yes,she is not TIGER but a dog name tiger...
dor's pupp (=
she cracks me up big time when i came bac jus now...
chasing snoopy bear ard...
my bro bdae at 1st oct...
mind u,he is no longer valid for children day haha...
too old for tat...
hmmmmmmm,dun really noe wad to buy for him...hehs...
any suggestions???
6 more days to holids!!!!
might head dn to gold coast with christian...
he offered me to head dn with him when i told him i neve been there...
so sweet,yes?
well,not confirm yet...
class for today,only a handful of people...
definitely less than 12?
40 to 12?
lol...
sitting with christ and we were tokin away...
suddenly teacher stopped tokin and looked at us...
christ was lik"we are tokin abt asia...i'm askin zelle some questions *-_-''"
damn quick,his reaction...
cos at da point of time,we were discussin abt asia...
everyone think its funy and started laughin...
wad the....
kenbo:sorry to treat u tat way...seriously,i noe u dun mind but i do mind...
dun be so nice to me when i havin mood swing or feeling depress...thanks for being here... (=
unDieS feTisHist @|9:53:00 pm|
am sad
one emotional freak
mood swings
am fear of getting hurt
this is me,maybe.....
unDieS feTisHist @|1:38:00 am|
