Saturday, August 14, 2004
Come away with me
Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song
Come away with me on a bus
Come away with me where they can't tempt us
With their lies
I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows
knee high
So won't you try to come
Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountain top
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you
And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me
*sudden rush of loneliness and emptiness fill me up once again...
i just feel i'm being embrace in it...
no matter how much i love being alone...
well,i guess i do hate it sometime...
i miss being cuddled and kissed by someone...
but i dont want to have a relationship just for that...
why am i so contradicting?
well,i do reckon that no matter how much my friends love me,
i still need a special one to be there for me...
love,adore,care and be there...
the memories keep coming back today...
why?i wondered...
seriously i think its because i need someone to fill me in with
new memories...
like i'll have to stop avoiding the issue "relationship"
like i'll have to open myself to accept a new "relationship"
like i'm gonna start trusting myself with the choices of guy
like i'll have to start giving guys chance again
its hard...but i willing to try...
oh well,lets see how its goes...
*if you like me,will you give us a chance?
if i like you,will i give you a chance?.....
unDieS feTisHist @|10:04:00 pm|
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You Are a Boy Shorts Bikini!
You're a sexy girl - but not the type that likes to let it all hang out.
You are in to a little of everything at the beach - swimming, tanning, playing
And when you're running around, you'll be sure your butt isn't falling out of your suit
What Kind of Bikini Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
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unDieS feTisHist @|6:25:00 pm|
watching the athens Olympic 2004 on television now...
in the stadium,
introducing all the countries....
theres so many countries name i didn hear bfore
like cook islands,timon leste,tonga many more...
so proud of iraq...
everyone theres cheer for them!
seriously,i thout singapore did not participate...
but when i heard SINGAPORE,
i was shocked and a sensual sensation just run through me...*proud*
feel so at home when i see them walking down.. (:
well,going to work for an event tomorrow called ice congress 2004,
hav to buy a black pant now...
alone down to city...
i love the name chile...lol
remind me of chillie sauce...
woah,everyone cheering so loudly for hong kong china!
yesh,every single soul there are cheering so loud!
hehs,love to be there too...*envy!
last country out now,yesh,
GREECE!yes,athens (:
another round of sensual feeling run through me again!
haha...well,feeling so excited for them...
ok,i better go now...lol...
as the shops close early today...
smuack...missh u...yesh u!
unDieS feTisHist @|12:10:00 pm|
just came back from clubs...
still feeling like i'm floating...
theres some interesting stuffs...hehs...
well,not gonna share it here...
going to bed now...
so furking cold out there...
but well,enjoyed myself! (:
unDieS feTisHist @|2:49:00 am|
Thursday, August 12, 2004
"For All Time"
You've been the first in my life
Who has ever made me feel this way
And I will not deny
I'm gonna need you right here
By my side
Baby, I can't wait
(come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away
(by holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late
(see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can't wait
(until the day I hear you say)
[Chorus]
You are mine
There's no other one for me
Keep in mind
You make my life complete
And tonight
We'll make love endlessly
Cuz you're mine
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time
Now that you're here, boy
I'm never gonna let you go
Can I touch you there, oh
Do you mind if we kiss real slow
You're my everything
You're my hopes and dreams
Baby, you know it ain't no lie
I'm gonna be with you till the day I die
Baby, I can't wait
(come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away
(holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late
(see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can't wait
(no no, til the day I hear you say)
[Chorus]
You're the one that lights my fire
You're the one that keeps me strong
You're the one that I depend on
When my world is goin' wrong
You're the one that I hold closer You're the man I'm dreaming of
And I really really love you
I just want you to know that
[Chorus 2X]
I can't wait till the day
I hear you say
You're the one that I need
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time
oldest and sweetest memories that keep burning as long as i breathe...
no love or hatred...just memories that float into my mind once in awhile...
saying i'm not sad is a lie...
saying i still love him is something i cant bring myself to...
i'm glad..yes,i'm glad with the freedom and happy days ahead of me..
wad if u never let go,how's my life and future will be?blurry i guess..
thanks anyway...for letting go...
jus memories from now... (:
unDieS feTisHist @|9:26:00 am|
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!
What Do Guys Like About You? Take This Quiz :-)
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unDieS feTisHist @|5:23:00 pm|
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
On Learning to Do Better
I walk down the street.
There is a hole.
I don't see it.
I fall in.
It isn't my fault.
It takes a very long time to get out.
I walk down the same street.
There is still a deep hole.
I pretend not to see it.
I fall in.
I pretend it's still not my fault.
It takes a long time to get out.
I walk down the same street.
There is still the same deep hole.
I see it.
I fall in anyway.
It's a habit.
I get out quicker this time.
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole.
I see it.
I walk around it.
I don't fall in.
I walk down a different street.
a short theory/story about life...
something that relates to mine...
or to anyone...
i always fall into the same shit over and over again...
sometimes i know its a trap...
like relationship...
i know its not going to work out
yet i still want to stick yr head in it...
get myself hurt...
first time,take it as a lesson learnt...
second time,learn more and move on...
third time,is it worth it?
fouth time,i deserve it for not learning...
so on and so forth...
thats life aint it?
but still,its my own life...
i'll learn to take it,fall down,get hurt,get up,recover and move on...
take all the time i wan...
but not my whole life...
well,life is jus such a bitch
dun even think that one day he/she will come bac and be with u again...
just DUN!
this is one of the few things i learnt...
so have you?
if yr answer is no...
time to visit love consultant,zellbo...lol
alright,enough of my blabbering...
kisses and more kisses to ..U.. (:
unDieS feTisHist @|8:16:00 pm|
Monday, August 09, 2004
TO singapore,singaporeans,pR,everyone in singapore....
"haPPy NatioNal dAy!"
unDieS feTisHist @|6:40:00 pm|
feeLinG:
oh well,had a pretty great weekend!
went to city on sat with dor and susan...
was searching for the cafe where sam was working....
haha..she looked very pissed and busy...
was complaining that so many customers ordered cocktails...
sit and relax abit...
met mathais and his friend...
his friend has a nice french name...
very cute looking but looked very stoned that night...
sam was like"come back later and free cocktails for u"
i was like"haha,are u SERIOUS?(ashalea,frysie)
she said yes bcos she was the supervisor today... (:
while waiting for greggy to come,
we went to casino...
first timer...ermmm me...lol...
was playing pokies using a dollar...
was like winning 6 bucks but i still keep going...
so in the end i lost my 6 bucks including my one buck...
hehs...i'm not good at gambling...
had a frozen strawberry...the one they hav in 7-11??
but this cocktail hav alcohol content...
i nearly freeze my head...lol...
the night goes on by having dinner at bubble's
play a set of pool,dor and greggy that is...
then went to the bar to chill out...
nice...but dun really like the crowds there...
dor,susan and i were like"this is boring,no cute guys and all looks old"
haha...
had a couple of drinks...southern comfort and vanilla voka with lemon lime...
nice...and shared peach cooler with dor..
met greggy fren...petes and sally his gf... (:
susan hav to sleep in with me...lol...
the next day,thats yesterday...
went to ekka...a big event held every year...
like a big big fun fair sort of thing...
check it out if u wan...www.ekka.com.au
pretty tiring when i got back yesterday...
was singing atomic kitten songs till i fell asleep in the lounge...
talked to my cousins and everyone last night...
bcos its ah boy bdae...everyone were at their place...
lol...funy talking to andrew,harry and all...
dor and i were acting crazy by wearing our big retro sunglasses...
and saw mom and dad...
u have no idea how much i miss them... (:
very VERY very VERY much...
kisses for them...
gonna prepare myself for school now!
take care everyone..
love u,U and yeah U....everyone!lol
unDieS feTisHist @|8:36:00 am|
