Friday, August 06, 2004
fEEling:
Men are like:
*Men are like...Bananas...The older they get, the less
firm they are.
*Men are like...Vacations...They never seem to be long
enough.
* Men are like...Weather...Nothing can be done to
change them.
* Men are like...Blenders...You need One, but you're
not quite sure why.
* Men are like.Chocolate Bars...Sweet, smooth, & they
usually head right for your hips.
* Men are like...Coffee...The best ones are rich, warm,
& can keep you up all night long.
* Men are like...Commercials...You can't believe a word
they say.
* Men are like...Department Stores. Their clothes are
always 1/2 off.
* Men are like...Government Bonds...They take soooooooo
long to mature.
* Men are like...Mascara. They usually run at the first
sign of emotion.
* Men are like...Popcorn...They satisfy you, but only
for a little while.
* Men are like...Snowstorms...You never know when
they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long
it will last.
* Men are like...Lava Lamps...Fun to look at, but not
very bright.
* Men are like...Parking Spots...All the good ones are
taken, the rest are handicapped.
heehee,this is funy and true,aint it?
got the link from ruix...
while reading her blog... (:
there's nothing new to do later...
going to city every fri...
wad to do...
in SG also the same...
nowhere to go..lol...
oh well,at least i always see something i wan here...
makes me happy (:
going to aunty barbara house for tea in the evening!
yeeee...missh her heaps!
candice: bitch!lol...i will inform u once confirm ok?...missing u...
we can meet out and mayb play tennis again..haha..smuck!
unDieS feTisHist @|9:51:00 am|
Thursday, August 05, 2004
fEEling: 
i was so indecisive...or say "AM" instead of was...
always happen to me....
not sure wad i wan...
or say,i noe wad i wan...
but the more i think about a certain thing,
the more uncertain i'm about it...
for example,i love red color...
if i hav to choose between two tops...
red top and pink top...
obviously i will choose red...
but the more i think about it,
i will start to think that pink is nice too,
so by the end of the day,
i will be back to square one again...
annoying...urggghhhh
when will i ever be more decisive and stand for just one thing!
yes,just one,not all,not two but ONE...
i'm pointing out this bcos suddenly,
i was at a loss...feeling,wants,needs and everything in my life....
i do need someone to put everything back in place...
i really do
but the fear inside me keep me away...
everything just out of reach...
the hurt and emptiness...
scars are forever remembered
tell me,how am i suppose to love or believe someone
when i'm still in the process of believing in love?
unless theres someone willing to shower me with more...
more love,care,trust,respect,and most important space/FREEDOM...
if theres is someone who's willing...
i would like to meet..
yeah...that's IF....
oh well,just letting my mind ran wild...
will someone trust me so much to let me bury him with sand...
whole body in it with just the head sticking out...
cant move...just wondering...lol...
and one more thing thats on my mind...
wadsup with the color of skins?
been watching shows,documentary and movies about whites and blacks...
Nazi,whites,blacks,asians...
it was just horrible how the world going to end...
all bcos of humans...
i'm very sure about it...
but just hope that its not this generation...
no love or kisses for everyone or anyone...
not even myself...
unDieS feTisHist @|7:23:00 pm|
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
wanted to be alone but theres struggles in my mind and my heart...
haven had a good sleep since monday....
i dunnoe...i not sure....
am i feeling stress over something?sad over something?or???
something must be wrong with me...i reckon....
i'm soooo happy!missed perfect 10...
listening to it now...finally something from singapore!lol...
feeling very lethargic after i reached home....
guessed from all the walking to the station and back home...
going to school at 2.30pm tommorrow for only 2 1/2hrs...
stupid!
missing mom and dad now...
they haven give me any call this week!YET thats is...
my bro going to taiwan for a month...
for holiday and staying over his friend's...
enjoy yourself ok! (:
counting down to the day when i step into singapore land again!
lol..oh well,long way to go...few mths that is...
sigh....
received a letter from amo!!
so excited...bring a smile on my face...
thanks dearie... (:love ya!
kenBo:NoTTTTiiiEEE bbOOYYYYY!!lol...u noe wad i mean.. (:
okies donkies,update soon!
love me...everyone!
unDieS feTisHist @|3:37:00 pm|
