hey there...
how's me?
fine...i cant stand being so trashed-low-confident at times...
but its come and goes......bcos i'll cheer myself up with my own method then i feel great about myself all over again...
still......
how long this gonna last?
i find myself weird.....
nothin wrong about it...i'm just....
weird......
sometimes i do hope to have someone who can lend me listenin ear..
just sit down and let me do all the talking...u noe like just zipped up and sit down kind of things......
i neve pour out my feeling to anyone afta my exy......
i hate telling people how i feel or wads my problem...
i just being a lonely gal..
still,sometimes...just at one point of time..every now and then.....
i wish i'm the one who tell people my problems....not being the one who have to listen.......
someone like me....is there any???!!!
Don't let your head rule you heart
Don't let your world be torn apart
Don't keep it all to yourself
Just let all your emotions run free with someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me
I know Its hard when you're feeling down
To lift your feet up off the ground
We make mistakes but doesn't everybody
You don't always have to agree with someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me
We know the story so far (what you want and who you are)
What you want and who you are (Free)
Let all your emotions run free
You don't always have to agree
With someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me
Someone like me
nice?by atomic kitten.......
alright
gonna hit the sack.....
signing out
unDieS feTisHist @|11:35:00 pm|
Thursday, April 08, 2004
hey there,
i feeling so moody todae...cranky like an old woman....to my mom especially....sometimes i really feel tat one should be independent...not to rely on anyone cause noone will be there for you in the end...AM i Right?....i experienced it dozens of time till i determined to rely on myself....first my ex boyfren....i rely on him too much tat its damn bloody hard to stand up on my own when we go our seperate ways....next,my frens...i love all my frens dearly and realised they are still the best...but when i rely on them too much,i overlooked the fact tat they themselves have problems too.......tats pretty selfish of me then...tsk tsk..no worry...i realised tat long ago...then comes my cousins....especially Dor....i used to feel tat with her around,everything is fine...i still think this way...but never think of wad if she is not around?like now...when she leave for australia,i had a HarD harD time sorting and figuring all the forms i need for applying student visa...bcause noone there to help me..only myself...and guess wad...i done everything by myself...the satisfaction i had is Woah!lolx...then i realised tat sometimes being independent is great...at least for yr own sake....i love being strong....not relying on anyone especially GUYS..ps:dun think SOOO highly of yrslf DUDeS...wadever u can do,gals do million times betta than u...opps..not to one..to all whose brains is right down there...yesh...your so called ballS...
i sorry mom........really sorry...cause i refused to help my mom a favour...and told her off..saying tat she should do it herself..dun rely on me too much!...i'm meanie i noe...but i helped her in the end...lolx...
lastly,cant wait for fri to past...i mean the daetime...bcause its good fridae..hate tat....but cant wait for the noitz to come...off to relax myself....party like mad tomolo noitz...at hendrix i supposed...
and...okook..really the last thing...i gonna learn to bake cake from ikan my dear fren...hey,i mean real cake ok!noe all of you are thinking of the toilet "cake"...dun be so nasty :p....noitz noitz to everyone....
signing out.................
unDieS feTisHist @|11:30:00 pm|
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
miSShin someone is painful...sometimes the one u missh is so near but seem so far...i just cant stand this feelin.......I miSSh u!...slowly forget slowly let go...take k to the one whom i missH....
listenin to tis sad heartbreak soNg: If *You*gone.......
If You're Gone I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
unDieS feTisHist @|4:22:00 pm|
Monday, April 05, 2004
hey there.........
went to watch Passion of the Christ......midnight show which mean sundae mornin..to b exact heehee.....oh my.......its the best!i cried three times....when Jesus is being whacked and tortured...i felt my heart sank and felt so pain...then when Mother Mary cried,i can feel her pain...as if i'm her...and the part when i cried so much is when Jesus Christ was being crucified!when he was being nailed to the cross....oh man...my nose blocked,eyes kinda felt pain and part of my jacket was wet!!thout i gonna closed my eyes when the part whereby Jesus was bein nailed but no....i watched the whole process,to noe hw he suffered...he is the GreateSt man on earth!tis comin fridae is good fri...dislike this dae...love easter dae!!!heehee......
i'm sooooooo sorry tat i neve blog yeste as i planned to...guess wad time i reached hm?its ONE in the mornin!yesh mondae mornin.....oh..haha....forget to tel...i went to tis indian festival called "pungoni?"tink i spelled wrongly..its okay...something lik tat...lolx....Turtle bro hav to carry the GOD name bcos he promised to...u noe he have to pierce his body and carry limes...its 108 limes...ouchie!so painful and lots of stuffs more...so hard to explain bcos i dun noe the exact word to use!so just image it....fro the startin point,all of ushav to walk with him...singing songs to let him feel less pain and tat we are all here wit him....all the way into the temple...and cos he carryin durin evenin time,the way to the temple is jammed!!!most of the people who carry their GOD do so in the evenin...we walked and waited...walked and waited.....til everyone felt damn lethargic.....oh yeah..beside jack,his fren Del and DEl dad carried their GOD too.....
okok...one last thing...........to ask:
if one day im gone, what will you do?
signing ouT........... unDieS feTisHist @|5:07:00 pm|
